Thursday, May 13

أيها القاسي




كم كنت أنانيًا بحبك المستبد ..

بداخل قلبك المتحجر اجد القليل من الاهتمام والكثير من الحب فكم دائمًا تتركني وحيده داخل مملكتك البارده التي تخفي مشاعر الدفئ والحنان والشوق على اسوارها الشاهقه..

فدائمًا ما تفضل بعد المسافات لتزيد من نار شوقك على قربك والتلذذ بنار الحب .. فنارك الباردة لا تشبع فكلما زاد البعد زاد تلذذك بالحب..

لا أعرف كيف اصفك واصف حبك القاسي ..


تعبتني وليه التعب..

واجهني لو مره بسبب..


قولي شسويت فيك..

هذا وانا قلبي عليك..


ليه الجفا ..

وكلي وفا..اه ياقو قلبك..

تجرحني من قلب وتروح..

اه قولي وربك..

من علمك درس الجروح..

Friday, April 30

الألـــــــم




من المؤلم أن تنزع شخصًا امتلك قلبك وسكن بداخلك .. ومن الصعب أيضًا أن تكون سعيدًا وانت خارج حدود عالمه ..

وينكسر كبريائك أمامه دون اي اهتمام من قبله ..

لوهلة تظن بأنه شخصًا آخر ليس ذاك الحنون الذي تغفو علي صدره .. ليس ذاك الشخص الذي تحس بالامان لمجرد سماع صوته.. وتدور الأزمنة والأوقات لتجد نفسك مازلت بنفس المكان الذي تركك فيه ...

شعور مؤلم واحساس بشع فليس بالمقدور وصف هذا الاحساس فلنكتفي بهذا القدر ...



أكم من محب يعاني فراقا .. وبعد الفراقي يزيد أشتياقا

أنا عاشقً بل تمنى العناقا .. وقلبي سيبقى أسير لهم

أحبهم ولكن نسونا ..نسونا .. وقلبي سيبقى اسيرًا لهم ..



Wednesday, April 21

How am I suppose to live without you ..



I can't imagine my life without you or just spend a moments without think of you so tell me How am I suppose to live without you??! .. Do you think that some day I'll wake up and can't found you by my side..
What suppose to do when I NEED to hear Your VOICE ?! when I dialed your number and I cant hear your Angel voice what suppose to do ?!
How can I watch the sunrise or just the sun goes down without your arms holding me and whispering I LOVE YOU ..

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you ..
Now that I've been lovin' you so long ..
How am I supposed to live without you ..
How am I supposed to carry on ..
When all that I've been livin' for is gone ...

ll what I feel about you I don't know why I just keep it inside me I can't share it with you. I just stand of you and freeze and all the words disappear, my courage disappear and leave me weakness.. My lips refuse to reveal my feeling to you ..The words remain captive inside me ..

In Case that I lost you I'll live and be survived and I'll start over again ..
Am not able to live my life as a loser Not Me Not I ..

Only Me ..

Tuesday, March 30

Good Bye




Good Bye my work Good bye my office Good bye my Coffee Good bye MY THINGS I'll remember all my best stuff .How can I forget it, never ever do that. This is the end of my travel in this place and I'll make a new memories in another place.

Nearing of my last days on my work in "FL" company and all the memories comes over in my head and I see all my beautiful & Bad memories with my friends. Its hurt when everything goes down in front of your face. All your hard works , Success a lot of things that I wont to remember it now to make me easy to leave this place. It's Just HURT when I remember all these things so I Just don't want to remember anything, so I'll stop ...

Just Good bye till further notice :P

Only Me ..

Tuesday, March 23

Broken ..

Am BROKEN you Cant Fix Me your hurts cant healing you cant denied I just hate to be right My Hunch almost right I wish to be wrong some times when it is belong to you ..

All what you are always do is to leave and stay far away and watch me bleeding and you do nothing to stop bleeding JUST NOTHING .

Your Lovely Girl

Only Me ..

Friday, March 19

Only Me..

whatever , whenever no body care I don't care .. so what

Right now nothing in my mind I just feel lost. In these 2 weeks my life turn up side down I don't know what should I do my personal life its a miserable and I don't wanna mention it coz nothing deserve to say. My Career Life its a disaster.

I feel So LONELY while I have my friends around me most of the time maybe coz I don't know how to share my emotion with anyone or anybody. I think all what I need to love my self more and walk with my self . I feel no body understand me and ... whatever am alone what should i say

I think i wanna be alone thats it

LONLEY ONE
DODE..

Thursday, November 26




Most of the days in my life is normal wake up @ 08:00 am to take a shower then prepare my self to go to the work and some times I made my Coffee by my self or just pass on my way and buy a Hot Coffee and drink it on my way .

When I took a long way and lay off several things happened in my life I just love to see the cars on the road, so I take a breath and think how I am Grateful for who I am and some ppl they don't have what I own so stop palming and live your life this is my mind sounds ..

The most thing that I Gained my strength from is "Only You " think how would be my life if I didn't meet you in my life and how's my heart will beating by your Name .. I think will be awful & there will be no rainbow any more . Suddenly the car stopped and I found my self rived in my work as usual @ 08:56 am to start my day @ work with full energy and Happy and complete my Dreams @ my Office while contain my Coffee and have my Breakfast ..


Dalya..